Hey there. I want to share some of my deeply personal story with you –
How I came to become so devoted and passionate about the work that I do…..
The story of how my life took a turn, a beautiful and challenging one, about five years ago.
At the end of 2019, I made a pretty big leap – I walked away from my ten-year nursing career.
It wasn't an easy decision, but I had this undeniable feeling that the career I was in was actually keeping me stuck in patterns of suffering and feeling mentally and physically unwell. I was using drugs and alcohol to bury and mask so much, yet at the same time, I felt like I needed those substances just to get through my day, to care for my family, to simply show up.
It was this crazy contradiction: trying to hold it all together while secretly drowning in addiction, stress, and just pure survival mode.
The thought that terrified me the most was the possibility of leaving my kids without a mother, my husband without a wife. The idea of him having to raise our daughters alone just broke my heart and scared me deeply.
I also knew I had my own childhood trauma that needed healing, and I was using substances to numb that pain. I didn't want to pass that pain onto my children, especially because as their mother, I had this incredible opportunity to change things for them. To give them the childhood, the life, the relationship with their mom that I never had. If I died, that chance would be gone forever.
So, quitting my nursing job five years ago was the catalyst, the starting point for this new beginning. It was the thing that finally allowed me to get sober, to quit smoking, and to truly embark on a journey of healing.
Honestly, I had no idea what I was getting myself into. I couldn't have imagined how deeply transformative, magical, miraculous, yet also painful, revealing, honest, dark, and light these last five years would be.
It all started with sobriety, with leaving that nursing job behind. And then, almost intuitively, I felt this pull to start journaling, to focus on gratitude. Instead of dwelling on all the things I felt ashamed of, the things that weren't working, the bad feelings, the exhaustion, I just thought, "Maybe I should start writing down what I'm grateful for."
And from there? I don't know, it just sparked something. It ignited this journey of healing within me. I started to look at the things I felt grateful for, but I also began to recognize the pain or the limiting beliefs that were attached to that gratitude.
Slowly, I started to chip away at layers, just scratching the surface at first, but even that initial work ushered me into my spiritual awakening by the summer of 2020.
Suddenly, doors started opening
I began to align myself with these incredible people who supported me on my journey, offering love and a safe space to hold me and guide me towards my unique gifts, towards a deeper spiritual connection with Spirit, with God, with my ancestors.
The deeper I went into my spiritual healing, the more I released that stagnant energy, the more of my true self was revealed.
But with that unveiling came deeper wounds and more inner work that needed to be done.
I realized there was no way around investing in myself. We can only take ourselves so far on our own. That's why I know the power, the sacredness, and the self-loving act of investing in yourself with someone who has walked this path before you, someone who can guide you into more of who you truly are and help you excavate those layers of wounding, trauma, and limiting beliefs.
It's so much more than just mindset work. It requires a willingness to go inside our own bodies and recognize those parts of us that were frozen in time because of trauma and pain, the parts that froze to protect us from rejection, scrutiny, abuse, being cast out, being unloved.
I had to go into all of that, and I had to do it with the support and love of other healers who had gone before me. So I did. I invested time and time again in my own healing. And once I got a taste of spiritual healing, intuitive development, breathwork, somatic work, energy work, and ancestral healing, I was hooked.
It felt like I had been guided onto this path for a greater purpose than just my own healing. It was about breaking cycles of trauma and abuse in my family, but also about helping others in the world, contributing in this way, being that guide, that space holder, that lightworker for others on their journey.
And so, through my own healing, my own trainings, everything I've studied, learned, implemented, and integrated for myself, I now stand confidently and completely devoted to this mission of being of service to humanity and to God. I feel called to lead this path of love, to lead with goodness and compassion, to honor our highly sensitive beingness, to embrace it, to love it.
That's what I'm here to help others do: to take back all that power by loving those gifted parts of ourselves, embracing them, owning them, and honing them.
I know God has called me forward to lead a movement of walking this path of love and to contribute to the collective, leading in love and guiding others into activating more of their own unique gifts, their wisdom, their soul, their sensitivity.
To step into higher consciousness, to see the world through a new lens, to experience relationships, the world, the earth, everything with a new perspective and a new way of being that feels so deeply connected to the divine that you know no matter what – even if people disagree, dislike, reject, or don't want to believe or walk the path of love – it's all okay. You understand that you're not meant for everyone, that your uniqueness and your magic aren't for everyone.
